Its Just, I Can't..

Monday

27th December 2010

I taught I've learnt my lesson.

Being a stalker is not worth the time,

as it eat up all minutes of developing ideas, doing research for case-study,

finishing delayed working drawing of timber construction,

some revision about next topics, and so forth,,

knowing that I can't tolerate with pass time,

still, memories are meant to be remembered, rite?

Kerol. I miss you. So much.

You promise me to accompany me here,

continue study together although it was tough for both of us,

you promise me that i will not finish my drawing alone,

you promise me to grad sama-sama.

But then, you leave me here.

Hanging alone.

I miss you.

I end up moody, empty and lifeless.

Hoping is not a good therapy either when you know you're hoping to things that NEVER come true.

8 months, and still can't move on.

Departure

Thursday
2nd Dec 2010

So, hari ini sudah kena pulang ke PD.

Packing luggage : done
Hand luggage : nope!

Perlu mandi dan solat dan bersiap untuk check in dan dua jam 45 minit kemudian bermula episod mencari hala tuju masa hadapan. Pffttttt.

Perlu siap sedia mental untuk menghadap manusia-manusia sekeliling.
They are humans, but with no feelings I guess. Haha. GFYS!

There is something wrong about my result, but I decided to keep it to myself.
Pengajaran untuk diri sendiri - jadi jujur dalam belajar berkumpulan bukanlah idea yang bagus.

Nerd in test/quiz/exams + sketch up mantap = gagal
Meniru + plagiat assignments + copy paste design = lulus!

Oyeah!

So goodbye again, Sandakan.
Do take care of my dearest beloved Mom and Dad and siblings too, please.